Is it possible to love and hate at the same time?
Do you even know what it is? How such a relationship feels like. Whether you can love someone so much and yet feel so much pain.
Like a ponderous pendulum, you swing between laughter and tears, hope and despair, good memories and really bad ones. Until you find yourself on the edge of this emotional precipice, ready to fall over into the dark and mysterious abyss of Confusion. But an invisible force somehow pulls you to safety. And makes you gaze back upon the green fields and flowery meadows in the sunshine, just beyond the cliff.
But Happiness is fleeting, until Doubt again gnaws its way through the thin fabric of your contentment. And then you start all over.
Always on your side. Perhaps one day, one day, you will realise the silly futility of it all.
Perhaps not.